Is this a moodswing? Or I’m just emo a this very moment? But seriously I’m not feeling good right now.
I feel like I’m taken for granted and misunderstood. I feel so useless. I feel that I am nothing. I don’t feel I’m of any worth.
Today was awesome, but there’s something in today that makes me pissed, I don;t know what. gah.
Huhuhuhu, actually I feel sad right now. I wish I was back in the Philippines. I saw pictures and a video of Aglaia performing in Poveda and UP Theater. If I wasn’t here in Canada, I was there performing. It’s really what I wanted, to dance in front of a lot of people. I was part of Aglaia Summer training, I knew the dances, but maybe God has better plans for me and He willed that I accompany my grandmother here and have a vacation. Now I really know that I wanted to dance, it’s really what I like doing.
Though in the start of the school year, I will train again for Aglaia. Even if I’m part of Forte Impromptu (Drama Club) I will still train since it’s not hectic in the first semester.
Oh Good Lord, please enlighten me in the things I decide on. I really like to do a lot of things, like dancing and acting. But one thing for sure, I do really like performing.